My Spiritual Journey

How one person overcame her falls, with the love of the One Above All

Friday, May 11, 2007

Nobody Said It Would Be Easy

I’ve learnt another lesson yesterday.
Never eat a heavy meal before praise.
Never have to rush for praise.
Try not to let things affect you in praising God.

Sigh. Yesterday was a bad day, even though it was not Friday the 13th.
So soon after my birthday somemore.
Well I did ask God to give some of my birthday happiness to all the sad people out there.

Anyway its really so draining to have customers who complain to you. Yes, they are not yelling at you, but the negative energy really takes a toll on you. Sigh. And more miscommunication at work. As I mentioned before, I’ll mention again. I cannot stand miscommunication.
Besides the burdens I had from work, I was so pissed when the taxi driver whose taxi we took to church went a long way. And on top of that, the fare came to $5.50, I gave him $6 and he had the cheek to ask to keep the change. When I said no, we’re students, he insisted. Insisted some more!

I’ve never been spoilt. Loved, yes, never spoilt. My mom tells me that people told her that she spoils me. Actual fact she doesn’t. I was just so naughty. But I never got things I wanted. I was the type of child that had to be caned. Lol. That was how naughty I was. My mom would scold me if I was naughty even though I was her daughter and she was a teacher in the same school as me. She told me that my schoolmates were all waiting to see if she would scold me and she did.

Even my pocket money was not much. Perhaps that’s why I’ve always been particular about money. I do not like lending nor borrowing money from people, and when people say they will pay back I usually hold them to their promise and when they don’t, I don’t get a good impression of them. Even when I’ve started working, I finally have the money to buy all the things I want, I’m still VERY particular when it comes to money. Perhaps that’s why I got so pissed with the taxi driver. Relaxing my thinking a bit, but its tough coz sometimes people who have money take yours for granted.

Sigh. Anyway, I went home and had my own praise to God. It’s really tough to hold on to Him with all you’ve got no matter how rough the going gets. But that’s what I’m trying to do.


TAURUS WOMAN A slim moderately tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and a jolly person. Square facial bone structure, high cheek bone. Her round big eyes sparkle with wit and curiosity. You will not see many round faces Taurus women, and mainly she will have a strong jaw line. She is a constantly change person. If she upset, she will not show it and will keep it to herself for a long time, and will remember them so well. If she gets really mad at you, you will suddenly become a totally and completely stranger to her. She is a patient person, but always need new excitement. She hates long talk meeting, long and endless conversation. She can be in love with you today, and one day she could act as if she has never loved you before. She has patient with what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets there. She will be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons for stopping her project, then she will quit. Money for Taurus woman is not the most important factor in life. She thinks of money as an instrument for assuring of a good living. She has more satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in fine cloths and luxuries. If you like a woman who always thinks of love and romance ,then you are dating the wrong girl. You can not tell her to stay at home, she likes to work and preferred not work at home. She loves animals and likes to surround by animals. Love is in her head, but Freedom is in her soul. She has her own idea about love and afraid to show her true feeling for fear of rejection. She is not the type to talk about love, but she sure has a strange way to show it. She is not good in showing when she is in love, but if she loves you she will be honest to you than any other women. She will be honest to her love one, but at the same time seems distant. You will have a good relationship with her, if you allow her freedom. Do not force her to be with you in a poker game which she hates, but let she goes out swinging with her friends if she wants to. She will be different than other girls, and she thinks different is one of her unique quality. She is a public figure but belongs to no one. She will not stay with you, if she thinks you are not sincere. She likes you to have personality, but better not to compete with her. Loves her, but not too much for she afraid it will limiting her freedom. She always stand out of the crowd for something she dares to do. You could see her dress like a poor farmer dinning in the fancy restaurant, or dress like a nun in an a cocktail dress party. If you are a politician who are looking for a wife, she will make a good one because she is cleverly smart and she could get along socially with any type of crowds. She is not a jealous type because she has to know you thoroughly before accepting you in her life. She has more curiosity in life than wondering if right now you are flirting with someone else. If you keep a distant from her, or go away for a few days, she will miss you more. Even when she is dating you, she also able to fond of someone else, if you do not have something she is looking for. She will never disappoint you or hide behind your back to make you loose face, but she is the type who just going to tell you to your face that " We're better off breaking up". She always remember her first love. Taurus woman holds the best record for divorce for she does not care about how people think of her, but every things should be done for "Happiness". She has lots of friends and sure of herself, so you will hardly see she delays any of her thoughts before her action. If she think of something, she will go ahead and does it. She has many men wanting her for her constant changes is the challenge. She can be cute and funny, but suddenly cool and tough. She has her own style of dressing up, so you could see her dress like an old mate today, and tomorrow she may dress like she comes from Mars. She will have that interesting hair, dress and a look unique from anyone else. She likes to learn about your dreams and your thought. She has fun teasing you and making jokes. If she did something wrong, she won't hide it from you, but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk about it. She hates to owe people money and take promise seriously. If you promise to pay her back, you'd better paid up. If you want to make it with Taurus woman, then do not be jealous or possessive, do not be narrow minded, do not criticize about nonsense or small and insignificant matters. Try to likes her friends and let she has her privacy, then she can be very sweet to you.

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